long time no see

lol i cant remember the last time i came to this website now its 2009 a new year nore to come wow so much has happened idk where to start hum my school is fazing out so I'm going to transfer but like really there is not any good high schools out there any More like I'm looking for a good high school to go to and there isn't many and as a 9Th grader going it no tenth it is not easy to get into high schools but I'm not giving u and I'm going to keep trying. i work at this YMCA Manhattan i love to work i love my job its nothing like having your own pay check but don't get my wrong now i save my money now is Not the time 2b using money on nonsense i help my family out if i need to wow what else is there to say hum i just not to long ago had an audition for this torch program you can sing dance spoken words what ever you know and they will accept if your good and help with your performance and etc.. its really good i was so nervous at my audition that was my 1st audition but i got over my biggest fear like I'm doing so much with my life i am so proud of myself my family is proud of me like wow life is great right now i have a boyfriend that is really nice and i really care about him a lot i just got my report card not to long ago i didn't fail anything but the grades need to go up i know i can do better i don't know why i started to start slacking now but all of that is over no more o my this is so much going on i have a book reading with other teens who write poetry we will be reading our own poems at the 92ND street YMCA on the 8Th at 7pm if any1 wants to come they write really good o my you have no idea how nervous i am idk what to do but you never know until you try well yea there is so much more going on but ill tell more lata g2g bye=]

Programs

lol o wo widk what to say i havent blog in such a long time i am some what lost of waords but there is alot goingo n right now....school is okay you know i found this program call urbanwo rd and it is really good i get to see and meet other kids doing what i also have passion for and that is so veru rewarding.....i liek to write poetry it some what restores me hopefully one day iw ill wont be so shya nd be able to go up there and reads oem of my work. then there is this other program a writing workshop and that is also another program that i enjoy doing and the styles of writingi get to see is great like there are so many other young poets out there who can really write and they work is just wonderful....yea but i ahve to go now i will be back to tell you more=]

buddies

O my golly i dont know what to say so much has happens snice the last time i blog i cant even tell it all but before i say anything i must say that i love my big brother he is not blood but i love him like he is my blood i love that dude to death he is truly like a brother to me we been through some crazy shit.

im going to see my bro cant wait i miss him so much lol school is good i talk 2 michele a lil bite now my x-best friend we been through alot to but she changed and like we was gone chill but she acting mad brand new buts its cool beacuse i really dont care. But in high school i got this cool friend jennifer and she mad cool out of all the people that i talk to i connect with her more we have so much in common im not jumping the gun but i think that this friendsihp will be really good.

ttyl i got to go but there is so much i have to tell you so dont go any where lol

Chilling

Omg i cant wait for this weekend i am going to ahve so mcuh of fun thrusday i am going to see my good old frienda nd we gone chill all day i gues. Then i friday i am going to see my brotehr form another mother i am so excited that i get to spend times with my good friends. But wait that is not all i am goin to saturday i am going to chill with my new friends from high school going to be mad fun cant wait for this week. Then on thrusday my sister boyfriend maybe coming to nyc so im so hype...
I am happy life is good, im just living my life crib is under major construction excited about the new house.

annoyed

Today in school is was all right for we had pizza it taste good. i got all of my work done today no homework to do but just study. today Amy and Jessicina was getting on my nerves yea we cool but they really can get on my nerves some times. They just do some stuff that gets me to tick, some kids in my class act like they are little kids like come on grow up but i don't pay them any mind. i saw skater again today (blushing) he was walking so lonely... walking all by himself.

Cant Sleep

O my golly just bought these new earings today and busy textinga nd eatting wendys it drop and i lost it i was so mad o boy you dont even know they were so cute. but im going to see if i can fnd them again.
2:48 am Cant sleep i dont know why just up on the pc finishing up some homework...sleep not cumin easy to night. Im just going to relax got an exam tom. in health hope i do goood.

10-2-08

10-2-08

Today at school was okay s.s teacher wasnt there had a good talk with jennifer aka piglet. Its alot going on in life but im good. As always at school some body got on my nerves but its cool but they need to chill because that can be really annoying. I am so happy and pround of the groups and activies i am joined in in the school there are great and i am having so much of fun. i am meeting new people in my school and getting involved. my friends may not wnat to join anything but thats them i dont care. Worried about the cousin hope things go well. I saw skater today this hot boy im crushing on in my school i dont know his name yet but i always see him with a skate board so i just call him skater.

Quote for the week or few lol- "you are only as strong as your weakest point"